You know, they say everything happens for a reason. But who ever said that was supposed to make anyone ever feel better.? about anything! I don’t want to just accept the fact that I am losing. I don’t want to move on with my life pretending I won’t still care. Because I do. I will always care. I will always love. God has a plan for me. I know. I just wish I knew what it was so I could skip all the hurting and get to living my life.